good morning. i'm thinking today. i feel as though i can't trust my own judgement. i'm always under the impression that those around me are mad at me, or that there's something they hate about me that they can't stop noticing, or that there's something they want to say that, for whatever reason, they feel like they can't. i always feel like someone's looking at me, judging. i don't know. the world feels so hostile and unfamiliar. i don't understand others. i don't know what they're thinking. i feel i tend to assume the worst intentions in people, but that's just what feels realistic in my mind. maybe i'm thinking irrationally. i don't know. can it be irrational thought if that's how i always think? does that make my judgement inherently irrational, then?
hello! i've reformatted my blog. exciting, isn't it? i've removed all previous blog entries in the process, though. i'm working on revamping the whole site. i've decided i want each page to appear different.